Records breaker

I broke so many records today.

I haven't been sleeping for the last 28 hours.

I typed 8k plus words in 3 days time. 

I watched 15 episodes of anime throughout the 3 days time. <-- not really my record lah but yeah. It's one of my relaxation therapy / stress coping strategy xD

This is the first time I proofread my stuff. Normally, it would be sent to either boon woei or aili if it's a group assignment. And, I never ever proofread my individual assignment before. My English is beyond horrible, I need a tuition teacher!

Special thanks to the one that helped me through my thesis I and half of my thesis II <3 and the one that educated me on SPSS data <3 and the one that edited partial of my stuff even when she's very sick.

I.... never presented in such unprepared manner before. I could swear my face turned white seeing how capable the others are. Never felt so useless in my life T_T But the workshop was a success, and that's all that mattered :)

Guess what I did after passing up thesis II, present a motivational workshop, attended a motivational workshop, and crapped through my movie review? 

I skipped class to find kawan to eat sushis <3 <3 <3 Then go shopping..... Whee!~ Aili Ng, I miss you more when it's time like this. Don't know why. <3

I shouldn't be blogging

Life had been hurricane-ish. All I can think about is my life after this sem ends. Next semester will be a breeze, at least I hope so. Let's see... I think I should draft out my things-to-complete list too.

Next Monday itself, I need to...

• finish writing 10,000 words of thesis paper
• I feel the anxiety when humans ask me how am I doing and I replied I haven't started and they look at me with salution
• run a human motivation workshop
• belum practice with the gang
• finish movie review
• watched the movie 2nd time but I feel annoyed with the references so I'm not starting anything yet also

After thesis, there's still 3 things to worry about

• IO presentation
• I've been coerced into presenting even though I had vowed times after times that this effing time I won't be controlled, and I will reject. Damn. I am a freaking coward. Ironicly, in the email my leader mentioned that only to appoint those who are willing and capable to present. I, am not willing.
  
• Thesis defense
• Fuih, scary man.
• Final exam
• Horrigible....

So, you see. I could care less about your well-being. I'm sorry if you're offended. I have been awfully snappy lately. 

Halloween @ HELP

 Hohoh.

Evil witch with poisonous apple!

Darth Vader recruiting his evil followers.

Teddy got selected!

Evil witch also got selected! >:)

Ju-On got a new follower!

*Happy scary ending*

The List #1

1. People don't like to hear that they are wrong. So, sometimes it's best to just shut up, listen, and nod.
2. I'm still grieving over the missed quiz this morning. It might be the cognitive thoughts fault. Because I have a feeling that there would be a quiz but... I still fail to wake up.
3. I produce low quality of work with long period of time these days. I look down on myself.
4. I do not like to be controlled, which is probably why I always do the exact opposite of what ppl ask me to do. I'm one rebellious kid yo!
5. I believe in exploring the evil side because that's then you'll see how great, awesome, and pure is the angelic side.
6. A friend needs help, I don't know how. But I don't think I should say a word.
7. Family is always the best. But, I've been neglecting them these days. Sis is getting married, big bro just had operation, lil' bro finished PMR, mom paranoid over the wedding, dad being dad. And I never call and ask them how are they doing now... for weeks already.
8. I'm thinking if I should go to the PD camp with the sister, sister's bf, and mom. Still considering... because I'm a bit traumatized :/ And there's so much to do!
9. I don't know what to wear for the Halloween party tomorrow night. I'm Halloween noob! ><
10. I believe in one God. Because it just doesn't make sense for so many gods to exist at one time. My God is a jealous God. So I will only serve Him and believe in Him. Do you have a chance to know Him? I think He is awesome! Best retail therapy ever - praying.

The Secret

Today's lecture was pretty interesting. Kenneth showed us The Secret. Basically, it's about the power of cognitive thinking. You get what you think. If you anticipate bad things to happen to you, then walla, guess what will happen? Bad things WILL happen to you. Because as you think about negative things, you unconsciously send negative signals to the world, prompting more misfortunes upon you.

So, we are to focus on positive thoughts. Appreciate all the little things that made us our days. Let's say for example, you are going to a shopping mall later. It's a busy hour and it's always hard to get parking. But, you visualize yourself getting a parking slot right after you enter. And guess what will happen when you enter the parking zone of the shopping mall? You get a parking slot right away!

I'm sure some of you heard of this before. Actually, honestly, I do try this method once a while and it works for me too. The only difference is that I pray to God. I ask and He kindly gives. I ask and trust that he will provide me a parking slot and I get what I want. That only applies when there's no doubt thou. But, people often ask only when they need something. When you get something without asking, shouldn't you thank Him too?

Just a reminder to all. Appreciate everything that you own right now. Appreciate every loved ones around you right now. Don't seek only when there's no more.

My update ends here :)
Ciao!